She apologized to me today. My mom apologized for the past three years, and she said that she’s sorry she hasn’t been there for me like she should’ve. I always understood deep in my heart why all of this happened, but I always felt a bit abandoned and as if she chose my adult siblings over me when I was only 15 and needed her more. I never try to think negatively on it, but goodness did I ever need to hear that. It’s not her fault it’s not, but I glad that my family as a whole has acknowledged how difficult it was for me to be up growing up alone with my dad who worked full time. Granted, she needed to be down in my hometown to help my brother cope with being a father, but still. I always cherish these past three years though. My dad and I have grown so close, and really he’s my best friend. When my two siblings and mom lived with us, I always was distant from everyone, but I definitely grew closer to him and bonded more when it was just us two. The point is that even though I don’t blame my mom, I needed to hear that. Much love,
Xxx
Tim