Sit Back, Relax. Sit Back, Relapse.

This is just another same old story,

Just a person afraid to wake up,

Building up these walls for fun,

But my world is just playing pretend,

I’m dreaming with my eyes wide open,

But give me a wake up call, wake up call

Give me the kiss of life. Because I need a

Wake up call, a wake up call

Everyone thinks I’m awake, never detached,

But I’m just sleep walking through life,

So wake me up, wake up, out of this coma.

I’ve been so detached and deep in my walls of dreams

That I’ve forgotten, I’m not alone, I’m never alone.

This is my wake up call, my wake up call,

So please just be my alarm.

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I need those days back. There was hardly fighting. Grandma was here. We were happy. Why did she have to die?! That’s when everything went wrong! What did we do?

And I’ve noticed a pattern. I’m drifting away from:

Gossips <—— Gossips only gossip for many reasons. But all of the reasons are selfish and wrong.

Compulsive Liars <—- Isn’t it obvious?

Cheats <—- Cheats ruin themselves and their integruity.

Whores (whether male or female) <—- Whores ruin lives. Enough said.

A certain person who literally told me: “Its ok. I know why. You’re only protecting yourself” <—— that statement is bullshit. Its awfully funny I need counseling because I put others before my self way to much even if its slowly hurting me.

Selfish People <—- Because they don’t care enough about people in general. Start doing charity for god’s sake.

Conceited People <—- Because for once, everything isn’t about you, and you’re not the victim to this cruel world. :)

But my phone isn’t working right, so if you other actual good people think I’m ignoring you I’m not. Trust me, if I were you would notice. xD

Sigh now that my sister told Keystone that my email wasn’t working (which in their defense I didn’t inform them I got into it again.) Keystone is going to wait until they email my stuff… but they emailed my mom my stuff for now D: what the heckkk.

So in this episode, loyalty and keeping secrets is the main theme. The backstabber whom used to be Melinda’s best friend literally said “I wish she could just let go of that” Most backstabbers say that or they defend what they did by saying they did nothing bad. Well this inspired me to make a blog post saying: If someone gossips about you and they’re your “friend” End the friendship for your sake. Thats the best thing to do despite what anyone else tells you. And more importantly pretend they don’t even exist. It helps you move on, and helps you prevent continueing anymore drama. However Melinda defended her best friend for ever. until she finally told her current best friend what actually happened. Then she felt better, and people actually realized that the gossip was a bad friend to Melinda. So all I’m saying is after ending the friendship, be sad for however long you need, but let it go and pretend the person was never your friend. It’ll make you feel better, I promise :D

We’re from two different worlds. We’re two parallel lines that’ll never intersect. Yay Japanese dramas.

I keep promising myself I’ll do it, but I have to. Just stay away from people. People make me feel horrible and ugly inside. Not all people, just certain people.

Do you have gum in your hair that just won’t get out, but you don’t want to cut off that piece of hair? Well heres a quick simple fix: Peanut Butter. What? PEanut Butter you say? Yep, its not only a great snack, but also a great easy way to get gum out of your hair. So get some peanut butter(amount depending on the intensity of the gum in hair) and lather it in there, and it should just slide out. Ofcourse try to work the peanut butter into the gum as much as possible. When done, wash your hair as normal and no one will ever notice!

Do you have embarrassing pimples, but no access to acne medicine? Well all you have to do is grab a tube of toothpaste. Release a small amount and apply it to the area of pimples. This should help quicken the drying process of the acne; however it will sometimes make your skin noticeably dry. And for this I recommend to just dabble on some lotion on the dry skin, but wait after the pimples are gone; for the lotion could just reverse the drying affects the toothpaste had on the pimples.